enjoy life!!

well,shouldn't we enjoy our life without listening to others being sarcarstic to you??in someways i found that people are easily affected by words..hmm..is it just me noticing this or you too??

actions from us may cause pains and relieve to the ones around you,it depends on how the situation was i think.for me,i think that i am absolutely not gonna change my way of life because of other people's words??there's no point to live on if we keep changing ourself to suite them.i mean if we were to enjoy ourselves to the max,why not we continue our doings in a simpler and more relaxing way??why do we have to care about views from others??

well,of course what i am refering meant no harm to anybody i suppose,not asking you to do some rubbish acts that will get yourself killed or injured someone...simple as i say,im still the old me,and will remain being the old me,ideas of changing oneself should be in a good manner or perhaps helping one to be more positive?ha
for me,myself all i do is to make sure i enjoy in everything,every process,every event and all,i dont care what results will i end up with as long as i enjoyed the whole thing.shouldn't life be that simple??

if you got something to say,you can hit it hard on my face.i dont mind,i can accept any harsh thing,and let me do the conclusion myself in whether im correct or wrong??perhaps explanation made by one will satisfy others in another way round?hmmm....who knows??its just another random post from me hiak hiak hiak..sorry for wasting your precious time :)

tiring week

most tiring week within this year oh god..
camped for one whole week argghh...so tiring..
went to montessori nursery centre for a camp as oc and group leader..
12-13 and 15-16 of december..playing and learning with kids for the whole week.
those little devils holy cow..they are much more updated then me..almost everyone of them are kpop fan
seriously kids these days aren't the same as us,thinking of what we have back then just makes me feel we are so outdated haha..
on the first day of the camp arrival and i saw at least 5 nintendo ds and some other cool and advance gadgets include psp hehe
what do we play when we are kids?tetris and the most gameboy colour and advance??
they are playing things advance then us oh yeah damn right!!

while we are watching tom and jerry,they are watching ben10 and more lol
i learnt a lot through out this camp.i had a lot of fun too!!
those stuff which i did not learn in kadet i learn throughout this camp hehe...
well of course learning is happening everyday everywhere and does not stops till we die..
those little devils are so naughty but of course they are cute..
and entertained us a lot..somehow i think its something like parenting course for us?haha?too early for that
nice experience for me and hope to have another chance to go again..
some of those kids even asked us to go back camp with them next year..
next year i'll be having stpm..hmmm..lets see until then..

i must admit im old enough lol...a 15 minutes sleep at thursday is not enough..
and until now im still so tired and it seems that i cant gain enough rest.
worst come to worst im sick?lol.nah no big deal its worth to having those times with kids when im healthy haha..i have no idea what im talking now still blurring all right..can you believe it while typing this post,im actually watching tom and jerry haha..memories fuh..

lonely

从高处望下，看着来来往往的车辆，微风迎面而来，才发现一个人的孤独与寂寞是非笔墨所能形容的。。

hi guys

hey boys and girls..whats cooking in da house???!!this blog has been dead since i went for national camp..lol...well ya,you guys can ignore the previous post..i got to go since this is the final year hehe..it was full of enjoyment..i enjoyed myself very much during the 2 weeks camp and gain new friends and knowledge hehe...after coming back from the camp,i noticed that nasi lemak 2.0 was unavailable in cinemas anymore HOW DOWN!!!but i manage to watch it in youtube..it truely reflects things happening around us in our daily life if you still have any conscience.haha..dont be mad..

after attending this camp,with so many races in kontinjen pulau pinang..i truely understand the true meaning of 1 malaysia..haha..its a good idea where a country does not have racism or sexism..we enjoyed ourself thou our mother tongue was different..each of us learned languages from different races..as for chinese,we learned some tamil lol..others learned chinese from us..we fully cooperate with another without a problem..unlike other states where non-muslims hardly to be found..I LOVE PENANG woohoo..we rock!!

we did not own those major events like other states..
prizes that kontinjen pulau pinang earned:
for males

1. acara menembak secara berpasukan tempat ketiga

2. pertandingan kawad kaki secara berpasukan tempat pertama (was lead by me lolx)

3. pertandingan kawad kaki secara individu tempat pertama (its me yahoo)
for females

1. acara menembak secara berpasukan tempat ketiga

2. jalan lasak tempat ketiga

3. pertandingan kawad kaki secara berpasukan tempat kedua (was lead by jit sin's sarjan pang tze san)

thou we won the least but we are happy with all the resutls..we enjoyed ourselves there,we have high eq in everyone of us..no blaming each others for the loss..thats what i thought lol..

无奈

在第一天知晓有National Camp这东西时，想想应该是Form2 的时候吧。。
自从那天，我就有着要参与的希望，谁知中五毕业了，还是没有机会参加。。
到了今年，中六了，也得知今年将有National Camp就满怀希望等它到来，结果，我等到了！！但又有何用呢？？
主办当局把它定在2nd of October也就是年终考试的第一个星期，当然，可想而知，机会就如此的断送了，我真得很想参加，却一直与我擦肩而过，好无奈!!

父母不准许我和弟弟去，原因就是因为考试，也许，在家长眼里，人身经验是不重要的，最重要的就是考取好成绩，没法，唯有准命，乖乖的考试吧！！错过了这次的National Camp,觉得有点可惜，也许，这是我的不幸。。人生正无奈，哈哈。。再见了National Camp.希望，我不会常常想着它吧。。反正，这也是我的最后一次，再怎么说都好，我还是得当个乖孩子到学校考试。。

别再想了，想了又没得去，只会越想越伤。。
所罗门王说：虚空的虚空 虚空的虚空 凡事都是虚空。太阳底下无新鲜事，一切都是捕风，一切都是捉影。

Super Junior 슈퍼주니어_Mr.Simple_MUSICVIDEO

憔悴的她

她。。憔悴了许多。。

我心里也不怎么好受。。

几个月不见，她的变化却如此的大。。

无意间发现她的照片，显然与以前有很大的不一样。。

照片里的她，虽然在笑着，但通过她的眼神，她不怎么高兴。。

心事重重似的，我该如何？

从她的眼神，我看见了他对我的思念，对我的想念。。

我不想看见那副因思念而不怎么开心的脸孔。。

愿她开心每一天，我就满足了=）

朋友？

自从我们都中五毕业以后，有好多事情都已在我们的掌控以外了，就如身边和你一起并肩作战的朋友吧，大家都为自己的兴趣和理想拼了，各自道不同的地方去完成自己的心愿，许多都到了外州深造，见面的次数和机会，都完蛋了，减少了，朋友与朋友之间的距离，也增加啦，在那遥远的距离，我们是否有像向对方的生活和状况呢？？我想应该很少吧。。

假如，你身边有一位常常都给予你力量，时常提醒你的失误，在你快乐与不快乐时，他都站在你这里，我想，你应该感到幸运和骄傲因为有这么一位好的朋友，好朋友的定义是什么？对我而言，在你最需要人的帮助时，好朋友就是站在那里愿意地把手借你的人，在你最需要发泄的时候，他就是愿意把自己当沙包或牺牲自己的细胞听你发牢骚，在你崩溃与无助时，他就会陪你读过那段时期，不管快乐，悲哀，他都会陪你一起哭一起笑，这样应该就够了吧，然而，这类的朋友，就算我们遇到了，我们会珍惜吗？？有时还觉得他们很烦，什么都插手干涉你的生活。。

以前和我一起西哈玩乐的朋友，如今都到别处去读书了，那些西哈的日子，的确很怀念，也许许多人都不愿回到过去痛苦的日子，但，我却希望，回到过需那些痛苦的日子，和朋友一起闹，一起down,一起shoot的时刻，也是一种幸福，虽然现在少了这些乐趣，但仍然必须往前看，朝着目标行使，虽然，有许多聚会我都错过了，但是，真挚的友谊绝对不会因为没去聚会而被摧毁的。。

是我变了吗？还是朋友们个个都变了？还是全都变了？？在不同环境下过的生活，我们就会也因此而改变自己以适应环境，生于淮南则为橘，剩余淮南则为枳（不知是否有错，很久没读华文了）也许就在不同的成长和生活环境下，我们都觉得身变的朋友，就连与你最要好的那位都变得与你陌生，我们之间从零距离，逐渐的开始有了距离，距离慢慢，满满的增加，直到路过都像陌生人似的，这是多么悲哀的啊？？

人生又能几时是随行所遇的呢？这一切都是在操纵外，非我们所能控制的，唯一能做的，就是常常和朋友聚在一起，或关心对方的境况也是不错嘛，如果，我们可以常常约出来，大家聚在一起，十多么温馨和有意义的啊。。哈哈。。

feeling ill now

i feel so ill now.why?perhaps tired?stress?no doubt.i cant recognize myself clearly anymore.everything seems to be so blur.everything around me include you thou you're not around.i wonder when will you see this??hmmm..

i've grown weaker day by day.weak in the mentality perhaps physically too.no matter how ill i am,i will still stand and walk.my aim is vanishing.is there someone or something to let me held on and tell me which way should i stick on till the end???

anyways,hope that i will succeed in finding my own path without any doubt..where's that confidence of mine had gone to?where did my arrogant gone to??i've lost my pride and my faith.i doubt myself.

责任感？？！！

什么是责任感？？你有吗？？做事半途而废，应为某种因素而想不开，闹情绪不顾其他人的看法和心情，决定退出一切有关事务。一起当伙伴如此的久，再夺南奥野熬过了，就连这最后一次局在一起搞活动就决定放弃一切，离开队友吗？几岁了，还发什么小孩子脾气？对你们彻底失望。。。什么是团结？什么是纪律？冲你们身上，我一点也察觉不到。我承认，我也没有这些条件，但至少，我会随机应变，最后也把事情成功完成。这也只是侥幸而已。。

别把一切都怪罪于他人身上，是否想过，在你怪人的时候，他也会在那儿同样的怪你。。只有重复反省，想象自己的错误在哪里，才会有所进步。以理由来逃避一切问题非君子所为。莫非你非君子？这就得怪自己对你的期望太高了。把你想得太完美，使我的疏忽。没仔细观察而下了某种定论，只可说，我也不怎么好到哪里。haih..你们在我心里的影响，已经归零。。我不会在怪你们，毕竟因为我的疏忽和大意，才会导致如今的你。对这件事，我对你说声对不起。我不求你的原谅，因为你没资格。

做是有始有终是我们一贯的作风，没想到，落到你手中，如此优良的传统，却被拟一一毁掉。。建立形象？谈何容易？你说就可做？我呸！以你的态度，难成大事，舍己为人这个礼让精神，在你们身上，不可能被发觉或被发现，因为你们没有！！一心一意？？有吗？不见得。我在质疑，是否我没进好自己的本分？应该就只有这个理由而已。一切就顺其自然吧，他日如何被外人看待，我已无法在维护和保护。祝你们好运吧！！一切都以太迟了，不必对自己的错误负起任何责任，因为你们根本没有这门学问。

过度关心=鸡婆？？？

在生活里，是否有朋友真的付出真心去关心某些人，或许问候，安慰，慰问一些面对困难的朋友呢？身为人的我们，有着非一般的头脑，比一般生物高出X倍的智慧，也无形间使我们变得十分复杂。也许在着社会里，我们所能给的关心就只有一般普通的关心而已吧！急于过渡的关心，就会令人觉得很厌恶，也被大家名为鸡婆。。哈哈。。说得没错吧？？

也许这种现象大多只发生在男女关系身上吧，如果女生太铭感，就会多情的一位那男的想要追他或之类的。。这是普通会发生的某种状况，一些更可怕的，就如，臭骂那男的一吨，并说他是鸡婆。。和他断绝关系，也不和他来往，省直绝交。。何必呢？？这只是一些例子而已啦。真实度未经扩本人亲身研究。。哈哈。。假如真的研究也未免太无聊了吧？？倒不如花些时间去写多几篇打发时间算了。哈哈

没关系，假如你被视为鸡婆的那一群，原因就只是过渡关心，我了解你的心情，因为，我也是一个。。哈哈。。没办法，谁叫我就是如此自讨苦吃？？爱管闲事，爱过渡关心朋友呢？？哈哈 有时候甚至还会因朋友有烦恼无法解决而为他一起down呢。我的境况可能没有如此严重吧？？真不了解自己为何就是那么的爱知道朋友的事，八卦？呵呵 可能吧。吃饱没事做？也许吧。

也许事实上，表面上看起来没什么。但人的内心始终都会自然而然的掩护自己，不愿与外界有所接触。一个人承受一切，一个人扛着一切，一个人担着一切，这些我都尝试过，也许辛苦，但值得！！这是让你成长最快的道路，千万别放弃它，他将会是你以后的财产。但成功走过这段路的人又有几个呢？我并不是其中一个，将来还有许多类似的路要走。。希望倒是放弃的不会是我。。

如果，你需要人解闷活和你聊天，甚至于你分享心事，你可以找我，如果我能做到的，我会尽量帮你。哈哈。。但我不会说话，只会气你，所以，如果你能顶得住旧放马过来咯。。我可以当你得听者。。帮朋友这样的忙，我向大家都可以做得到吧。。朋友就是在最需要你的时候扶你一把，站在你这里为你着想啊！！不然做朋友就没了他原有的意义和用以了。哈哈。

holidays yay??

holiday is here and should i be happy about it?lol.those who just finish having exams sure do.but for me,haha.have to study and finish those homeworks.lmao.first 3 weeks in lower 6.started to feel stress and pressure already,worry of not catching up in class.damn.its really tough.oh my.

maths,chemistry,physics,PA and MUET.seriously its tough.yet i'm not having any tuition except chem and muet.ho sei.i'm so yao yeng.most of my friends are having tuition for every subject i think.so,those who are not doing stpm.dont say you are having serious problem in studies.lol.yours aint the hardest so is mine.hope i can cope well and do well.gotta revise everything taught by teachers and finish up those homeworks.lmao.tonnes of homeworks waiting me,especially maths and chem(tuition homework delayed since the first time of tuition.LOL)

happy holidays to those who are having holidays.aha.good luck in those who are still sitting for exams especially in college ones.hope those went for jpa,matrics and other better offer will strike with colorful results.all of us work hard!!go for what we want.yeah,thats it.

appealing for jpa?

http://www.mca.org.my/cn/files/2010/10/2011%E5%B9%B4JPA%E6%B5%B7%E5%A4%96%E5%A5%96%E5%AD%A6%E9%87%91%E4%B8%8A%E8%AF%89%E8%A1%A8%E6%A0%BC.pdf
those who wanted to appeal for jpa just go here :) do it ASAP.

cheers.

congrats

after all those weeks,after losing so much sweat.doing sunbath with clothes on.BBQ all of your skin.turning from fair white to charcoal black.do you think its worth to get 5 champions for all these hard work?CONGRATS to clhs cadet police for gaining the champion in the state competition today.you all did a nice job!!all of your hard work paid off.thats the reward for all of your hardwork.be proud of it!!

to those who fell sick.recover soon.its time to switch course.focus on your studies now.work hard and strike good results to be perfect but not neglecting them o.0
to one of my f2 junior who admitted hospital due to denggi,get well soon.dont worry.we managed to work it out with joshua(our super sub which learn everything and trained under half an hour).thou there are still some mistakes.but its better on field.well done!!

i seriously admire jit sin's cadets for their discipline.they are so well disciplined.self punished for doing wrong.nice.thats what a cadet should be.i'm a little bit disappointed with their performance??(am i nuts?felt disappointed to rival's performance.lol.)i wanted to see their slow marching so badly.its so good.strongest i shall say.better than us alot.still today was a let down.thought i could have a good view and watch it again.but no.sigh.

to my cadets,you all won not because of you all have the skill.but because of other's imperfection.dont be too proud of yourselves.you are still not good enough to claim the best of the best.improvements must be made.that will have to wait till after exams that is.meanwhile,good luck to all of you in your exams.BEST OF LUCK!!once again,CONGRATS!!

first week in school

after few months of work and slacking,i am back to school now.after not getting any offers and shortlisted in many things that i applied.i'm gonna go for the toughest road which is STPM.rumors says its tough and fearful?i have no choice but to risk everything then.motivate myself to work hard then.there aint any option as i can see.dang.

well,lets fight for it then.hope everything goes well and ends well.back to topic.first day to school.i'm late.lmao.i did not go back to see the notice where it actually stated school starts at 8.i went around 830.lol.after the first day,here comes 2nd day.all boring as usual.introduction to school.to chung ling old boys.its boring but abit useful thou.

2nd day in school which is today.lol.done nothing.was excited of going msspp again on this thurs.but there's bad news when i got home.the teacher advisor informed us that we cant go to msspp because it stated that there is only 2 form 6 are allowed to play in a team.lmao.lower 6 are still form 6 in some sense.so,thats it.no more ponteng on thurs.emo die!!well,at least i still got to ponteng tomorrow.haha its cadet's big day.nice man.hopefully all went well and they overcome every team and be the defending champion and defend the title.GOOD LUCK.

will know my class tomorrow.good to know then.at least i got a place to study.hope i wont slack.still waiting for jpa.fingers crossed.hope i get it.

clhs cadet police

there's nothing much to post on this.tomorrow will be the state level marching competition 2011.we cadet police of chung ling high school has succeeded in advancing to state level after the first stop at SMK Air Itam.
they have done a splendid job in SMK AIR ITAM still there is much more improvement to do.thats what i'm concerned the most.i doubt they have the power,the ability to fight jit sin's cadets??

well,i must be worrying too much.the marching site.is the site that i fear the most?erm.many things happened in the past.tears,blood,sweat are all on the land.an unusual pressure is all over me thou i am not in the competition.damn.whats wrong with me?lol
no matter what.i should stay and keep believing that they will strike and win.thats what i hope.and may it happen!!

go for what we've wanted the most.thats what we have and need to fight for.time to prove that you are the best.be the best.do the best.no pressure.just go for what you want.you will get it.believe yourself.you can win!!all the best tomorrow.GOOD LUCK!!i will be there to watch.ONCE CADET FOREVER CADET

latest info on JPA?

great efficiency showed by them.lol.if you view my previous post,you could see that the results will be announced tomorrow.now,latest news.

go here to view it yourself :P
http://esilav2.jpa.gov.my/esila_new/index.php

this is what they say.if you dont believe,you can try the above link and look it with your own eyes.twice.lol.

05-05-2011 - KEPUTUSAN PERMOHONAN PROGRAM IJAZAH LUAR NEGARA (PILN) 2011
Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam masih memproses permohonan PILN 2011. Keputusan permohonan boleh disemak pada 9 Mei 2011 mulai Jam 5 petang.

anyway,good luck.fingers crossed.

JPA results

29-04-2011 - KEPUTUSAN PERMOHONAN PROGRAM IJAZAH LUAR NEGARA (PILN) 2011
Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam masih memproses permohonan PILN 2011. Keputusan permohonan dijangka akan dikeluarkan pada 6 Mei 2011.

this is the latest news that i've found out so far on jpa's website.be patient to those who are waiting.GOOD LUCK :)

prefects footdrill competition 2011

23/4/2011 which is yesterday.LOL.was the prefects foot drill competition.
woke up early in the morning and followed my brother to school.
well,let me cut all the crap.describing everything happened in that day kinda makes whole post boring and im tired and sleepy.lack of sleep.woke up on 5am?and slept on 1am.

ok,cut the crap.first,congrats to CLHS prefects for getting 1st,3rd and 5th place in the basic competition and manage to defend the overall champion title and keep that cup.it was our only aim and you guys did well in defending it.losing away the overall champion title for formation is nothing to blamed as your performance were kinda let down,at least you guys won the 2nd place.congrats.

congrats other school such as Sacred Heart,Union,Heng EE,CDK,PCGHS for striking prizes in the competition,those schools that get prize but were not listed im so sorry for my bad memory,please forgive me.hehe.to be frank,CLHS got the prize with poor luck and just a little bit of skill or should i convert them into percentage?75% luck and 25% skill?or lets make it to a 60% of luck and 40% of skill then.

well,maybe all of you who reading this will think that im fake.but im not gonna care what do you think anyway,as listed this blog is "IT'S MY LIFE".the 5th place in basic for clhs team C,i hereby salute you and congrats you sincerely you did your best and fought hard against all odds.2 hours training in PCGHS's ground right before the competition did show good results,and you did not give up yourself and believed the whole team C.TEAM C is a MIRACLE i shall say as you guys dont even think that you will get any prize,but who knows,maybe the judge noticed your efforts and hard work?you guys performed well on the field.

TEAM A great jobs you guys,no doubt,you guys were hoping to get a higher place and a better acknowledgement.but its good enough,nice experience i should say eh...TEAM B,i would call it a PURE LUCK team.making mistakes right in front of the main judge and marching out the field,giving wrong commands and yet you still did get labeled as champion.when i saw you guys on the field i just feel that something's wrong.and there it happened.MISTAKES.but the judges still gave you the champion.i have nothing to say for that.LOL.

now,formation team.when you guys went into the field,i was surprise and thought you guys could own the whole thing.that was my thought until the first kiri belok of cepat jalan.DOWNFALL.several obvious mistakes which is a let down.performance were bad.you guys did not take it seriously,well not all.just some of you?!i cant see the form,the power,the arrogant from you guys showing that you wanted to own the whole thing.no,i did not saw that.if this year's performance were to compared with last year's i will be giving only 30 out of 100.

some of you might think that getting prize is the biggest achievement.to me,thats so damn wrong.ever thought of the mistakes you've been doing?any corrections made?no,nobody thought of that,all of your aims are only to get some prize and be proud of the prize you get.if this is the way,YOU DOESN'T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A CHAMPION.

form 6 intake

well,just FYI.this is what i found while surfing and searching and slacking.LOL.
here goes the info that i searched through the web.this is just for those who are going back to form 6.lol.not sure what it meant but its what i've found.haha.

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa tawaran kemasukan dan surat tawaran ke Tingkatan Enam Bawah boleh dicetak secara on-line mulai 2 Mei 2011 (Isnin) melalui alamat laman web http://www.emoe.gov.my dan calon juga bloeh menyemak keputusan tawaran melalui perkhidmatan Sistem Pesanan Ringkas (SMS) dengan menaip seperti berikut : "T.6Nombor Kad Pengenalan" atau "T.6Angka Giliran" dan hantar ke talian 15888.

2. Sehubungan dengan itu, pelajar yang berjaya diminta melaporkan diri mulai 9 Mei 2011 (Isnin) di sekolah yang ditawarkan.

hhhmmm??

anybody knows the feel of not being trusted?or somehow doesn't feel getting trust and believe from friends or family members?sometimes i could not feel it,or i doesn't have that for a long time until i realize it now?!lol

believe in yourself when you doing something,no matter in what way,you will succeed.thats what my dad told us during last weekends.lol.i did not voice my opinion just in case it would worsen the situation as im a hot head and could not control my emotion when i release it out,thus dont you dare to mess with me when im in a so not ok mood or else you will get screwed badly.haha.

i was thinking,even if we do believe in ourself and have faith in doing everything.what if there is no one to support you from the point of your view?!especially when there is no one to help you when you are fall down terribly?what can we do about that?standing up your own would be necessary and how can we stand without support or believe?zzz..im nuts..lol.main point:not feeling being trusted by parents in making own decision or having own way of life.

parents are the one who brought us to this world,we cannot deny them nor disobeying them.that will make us impolite and being labeled as betrayal/treacherous son.lol.for this,i have to do things in my parents way but not my own way,do i have any other choices?better than what i have now?no,i dont think so.sometimes,parents are unpredictable so do we??thats undeniable!!but so far,how many of us are being set and controlled to walk and move like what as being told by them?i dare say 75% of us are having this way of life.why should we need a brain?ZOMG!

cant believe that i'm talking shitloads of crap.haha.well,just let it be.dont mind me.ignore and forgive me for my misbehave to everyone of you.LOL

where should i go?

hey folks,finally,i decided not to attend UPNM's interview anymore..well,firstly,i wear specs and my eye power is too deep not qualify enough to be a cadet i suppose..secondly,i dont think of serving in military after graduating lol not that i hate military just i have no interest in it thou the offer is quite good if we manage to get it.that is if we get to study as a cadet in UPNM,then we will be paid to study and have allowance from the government.

the next question pop up on my mind now is which path should i go.lol.physics to be an engineer in the future or physics related job??or go for biology to be a psychiatrist or biology related field...lmao..there aren't any clear path for me..zzz..no idea where should i be heading..i think those who are reading this are laughing or giggling for i dont have my own way?my own thoughts?hmmm...

most of my friends that i knew has a perfect mindset and know clearly which path to walk.what to do.looked and planned for their future.hmmm.but not me.damn it!!some of them jumped ship from science stream to art stream,thats a tough choice either.but alas they manage to do it and did the switch,going on there path.why me?am i the only one who is still wondering around?lost his own path?dont know where to go?hmmm..

UPNM

UPNM,anybody whom i know applied for it and is being called for interview?lol.FYI,UPNM stands for Universiti Pertahanan Nasional Malaysia.
well,i am being called for intreview but am not sure whether to go or not lol
i am going for JPA's interview tomorrow,if i go both..that means my chances in getting jpa will be lower as getting into UPNM is a higher success rate for my previous experience in Police Cadets.

interview will start on this friday,15th of april and ends at 23rd of april.lol.im gonna be alone with other competitors in KL for a whole week for the interviews,physical test,speech,leaderships etc.thats hell lot of things lol.
leaving home to go for interview.who else agrees?i dont mind going there as i can make new malay friends,and get brain washed?ha its ok thou

gotta get myself ready in both physical and mental if im going for it.physical test.finish 3.2km run in 18 minutes.imagine how tough is that for me who stopped to run or even jog for half a year.im a goner.i dont have any NS experience too.this is about military which means we need to know more of politics,wars?!lol i dont have any knowledge in all these issues lol.

advices please?

JPA's interview

well,its the hot topic for SPM 2010's candidates today..almost everyone will be asking each other did she/he get selected for the interview?hehe

to be honest,i dont think i might get it with my poor results..but i was selected to go for the interview..lol..im so damn lucky..any advise?!
heard that those interviewers and the questions being asked are super hard and kuai lan lol no idea about that.im just there to meet people and take some experience with other pros haha

good luck and congrats to those who got it.
by the way,can i know who get selected for the interview on next wed (13th of april) 345pm?
because thats the time im being called for interview lol

im back again?!

hey folks,this blog has been dead for a long long time.half a year at least?!
its allright now,i will try to update it to make it alive abit haha
wonder how many people viewed when it had been dead?hhhmmmm....
even the songs are so long and old?ha.

where i've hide myself?hhmm..
well,nothing much happened..took an unexpected results for SPM lol
what did i score?i score straights!!!lol
but straight A's is just a name,it ain't cool as it seems thou not much people can score straight..
im so kiam pa XD
scoring 5A- 3A and 2A+..get a 4b for 1119 english..LOL
with this kind of results there's nothing much that i can apply for or even get them..just hope lucks come to me and let me hit the jackpot :D

will be stop working after end of this month.
where will i go?its still a question and my future is thick covered..cant see it clearly through..
so lets make up our mind..hmmm..matriculation or F6..thats all i have..haha..
so thats the deal.STPM beware of me.here i come to pawn you down..
felt abit regret for getting such results..why?
haha..playing during and before include after SPM..damn..serves me right..
should have studied at least a little bit more and harder?perhaps that would change a bit.

its all over now.its a new world.brand new start for me.
not just me,its everybody..haha..the real life starts now..hhmmmm...
let by past be by past,look forward and move forward,thats the only way to survive and work on it....wish me luck then!!
meet you guys in f6..we will own again in F6..haha..there wont be so much competitors i think..hehe

signing off

choices to make

so much choices to be done nowadays,hard choices that will affect our life.
therefore,the best choice must be made regarding to each possible outcomes..for those who already done and started in college i hereby congratulate you.at least you didn't have to struggle that much??lol.

STPM(clhs) and diploma(nanyang poly),these 2 are my current choice.anyone have any better ideas?lol.college is a no no for me,not gonna waste my talents in there thou i dont have any :)
many people including seniors and teachers are stopping most of us to go for STPM lol the reasons are not worth wasting your 2 years time in there and the system is not that good.

this further studies thingy is making my head to blow..why aren't there any choices that look simple and much more easier to get what we want?lol.thats miracle if there is always an easy one :(
good luck to myself i think.hope i get to do the right thing when the time comes :)

P/S i love you <3

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

just for you :)

to all 2010 F5 students

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=%2F2011%2F2%2F21%2Fsarawak%2F8105087&sec=sarawak
see para 12th.
credits to lim yee heng ^^

those who applied matrikulasi,please go to the following website to refill all the lost info lols.
http://apps.moe.gov.my/permohonan_matrikulasi/semakan/login_kemaskini.cfm
credits to lim yee heng too.^^

well,to all of those who are waiting SPM results,please refer to both link above.
the first one will be propably be the releasing date of our SPM results.ha
but its just a news,there is no formal confirmation or announcement on this yet.FYI.

the second link will be those who applied matrikulasi.
y'all need to refill the info inside.
government somehow lost our info??no idea.lols.
just refill then.
cheers.:)

signing off,
benny

happy chinese new year

Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there :)
HUAT AH!!!!HUAT AH!!!!!haha..i'm pretty sure that most of you are enjoying yourself at this moment,today's the first day of chinese new year,now i'm in the house sitting in front of the laptop and blog ROFL..

nothing special in this year's chinese new year i guess..i've already been through both sides of relatives and get "ang paos" from them as well..no more place to go :( if any of you wanna meet up or hang out just text me or facebook me i'm sure i can arrange that :)

stay home and play games will be the main event of this year's chinese new year..will be visiting rumah orang cacat??!!(is it said in this way?no idea :( lol) well,its just a place located at butterworth where those disabled people are suppose to be there?i have no idea about this,its my first time tomorrow :) looking forward to get there xD

thats all i guess,back to game then hahahaha
HUAT AH HUAT AH!!!!!!

what i do??

first of all,HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone lol..i know its kinda late..but better be late than never show up right??haha..most of my friends seems to be in the college huh?INTI and DISTED hmmmm..these propably are both college which most of my friends went..hehe..all went to study and what about me???to urge your curiousity im telling you now..i went to help my dad in his new established factory..haha..im an obedient and good son right??haha..OMG!!!if someones actually agrees about that..haha..

i get bruises on my hand especially my fingers..i get scratches and cuts all around them..these happened when im cutting tray by using that dye cutter if i aint mistaken whats it called...LOL me..everyone's going college nowadays,who's gonna go F6 with me if not offered with JPA,IPTA,or matriculation?only a few will meet together in F6 huh..hope it wont be boring and still be able to have fun like previous year when school reopens..haha..

chinese new year will be arriving just a couple of weeks away huh..well boys and girls..any plans on CNY??i'm free and waiting for your invitation to your house to get some red packets..haha..hope i wont be bored during this year's CNY compared to previous..life seems to be getting better and better..hope all goes well and ends well

signing off :)

don't know why everytime i listen to this song,it enters my soul XD

so,i decided to post it and share with all of you..haha..HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!!!

to those who went NS starting today,have a safe trip and have fun there...

to those who started working,good luck and take care,dont overdo..haha...HUAT AH!!!!!

to those who going college and started to study,good luck and all the best!!!CHIONG AH!!!!PIA AH!!!!