haha

was scolded by my dad one minute ago for i am siting in front of the laptop
he scolded me because i sit in front at it once i reached home.
plus,he scolded me for not doing homework when i reached home.
but what to do?
the image of my maths homework is impossible to be reflected to his eyes when he is standing at the door without any help of mirror or things that have reflective surface
haih..
let it be ba..
nothing i can do..
just be a stone and let all the words inflict the damage on me
i won't fight back anymore..
i don't have any strength to fight back anymore..
just let it be
i felt sour and happy at the same time
happy because i did not fight back
sour because i still cannot control my emotion.
swt huh???!!!
anyway,take good care all of you
everybody is played by the bad weather these days..
falling sick one by one.
get well soon my dear.

Handball msspp

hi boys and girls,i'm back updating again.
this time i'm telling ya all about handball msspp which was held yesterday.
due to exhaustion,i was unable to update it last night.haha
went to school as usual,manage to took the graduate class picture before leaving the school
my dad was waiting for me in the kantin,although the permission given was 11.10,
but i left at 12.55.
bo huat,i kut lat mar..
went to had mcd before going to st.georges..reached there around 2
we encounter technical problem thanks to our teacher advisor
but still manage to settle it in the end.

first match was against MBS.
damn,their players are so big size,muscular and tall..
one of their players changed in the public and omigosh.his muscles..........
and so we played,i blocked some of the shots with fright..
and it all ended up 8-1 victory against them

next match we are up to meet smk teknik
nothing special in this match.
so we won 10-0

3rd match against smk al-mashoor
it all started to rain heavily,
i'm all wet in and needed extra strength to run up and down the field.
this game,i made my mistake in defending,a player slip pass me,and i failed to secure him.
the game ended up 4-1
we are unstoppable

last match against smk tar
i didn't play in this match,as i already play full time in last two matches..
so give other team mate some chances to play..
won 6-0

therefore,we won handball msspp under-18 zon air itam
with our F6 players wei ping and wei lian
thats all for now,time to concentrate on other competitions..haha

both picture is taken by a malay uncle using yeap jayren's(our keeper) phone

this is taken with flash i think

its kinda blur because its dark and raining heavily outside.

clhs annual cross country run

its recovering yaya

well,what did i told ya guys?my knee is recovering..haha
but too bad it can't recover completely within a week
so that i can be in my best shell to compete in msspp without worries..
oh yeah,with that injured knee,i still try my very best to finish clhs annual cross country run which was held on 26/3/2010
after finish running,i bent and check on my knee,and guess what?
it bleed again.haih.cant stretch too much la i think..
but nevermind that,i enjoyed my run,this was my last run in the year and in the school unless i study form 6 la..haha
i was pretty satisfied by the results..i ended up getting 12th in my final run..woootss..proud of myself nia..haha
but i ain't competing for the mountain hiking competition..
so,for those who wanted to compete but ain't got the qualification can ask me..
i give you my number free of charge..
by the way,congrats to clhs chinese debate team for getting champion..
tiong leng kia on!!!!!!!
misses you my dear..

the front of the medal

the back of the medal

黄组!全场总冠军!

i'm hanging in the air without touching the steps..woohoo!!!

甲组's winner
fyi,total have 3 groups.XD

i injured my leg

this happened last week's saturday while i was playing basketball at npark..
thanks to my buddy goh han pheng's shoes..lol
well,it all happen when he guard me,and i was quite active that particular time.
i ran without noticing his shoes was there and
you can say either the word tersangkut or terpijak because no one really happen to see what happened
it happened very fast,i ran carelessly and of course clumsily,
fell and injured my leg..
whoa,it wasn't that pain compared to other injuries..haha..tough mar..
now its getting better and better.
i will try to be much more careful next time..
sorry to make you so worry..
muacksz..love you..




thats what happen when you play without utamakan keselamatan..ouch!!

for all couples and singles

关于爱情：不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有的就是最好的。不要认为还年轻可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情可以和你一起坐火车的。不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们富裕的。不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现因为这个原因而反放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。其实对于爱情，越单纯越幸福。一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的，经历的太多了，会麻木；分离多了，会习惯；换恋人多了，会比较；到最后，你不会再相信爱情；你会自暴自弃；你会行尸走肉；你会与你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子。





也许爱情是一部忧伤的童话，惟其遥远才真实。放弃一个爱你的人并不痛苦，放弃一个你爱的人那才痛苦。若是有缘，时间空间都不是距离，若是无缘总是相聚也无法合意。凡事不必太在意，更不需去强求，就让一切随缘。逃避不一定躲得过；面对不一定最难过；孤独不一定不快乐；得到不一定长久；失去不一定不再拥有。爱是一种享受，即使痛苦也会觉得幸福；爱是一种体会，即使心碎也会觉得甜蜜；爱是一种经历，即使破碎也会觉得美丽；不要因为寂寞而错爱，不要因为错爱而寂寞一生。





关于伴侣：伴侣不是结婚时发誓非你不娶或非你不嫁的那个人，而是发现你身上有许多缺点仍然选择你的那个人；伴侣不是生活中你爱吃黄瓜ta也爱吃黄瓜的那个人，而是你吃蛋清ta吃蛋黄的那个人；伴侣不是天黑了和你一起手挽手走进饭店的那个人，而是守在门口巴望你回来共进晚餐的那个人；伴侣不是和你大谈爱情，把“我爱你”挂在嘴边的那个人，而是和你平淡的唠叨柴米油盐、锅碗瓢盆的那个人。在幸福的婚姻中，伴侣已不是一个具体的人，而是你和ta在几十年的岁月中沉淀下来的：一份默契、一份温情、一份平淡、一份理解、一份宽容。爱ta就要让ra开心，这就是伴侣……




关于承诺：在古希腊传说中，情侣都将戒指套在对方的中指上，因为他们相信那儿有一根血管直通心脏。所以戒指的意思就是用心承诺！但是人世间有多少爱能生死白头，又有多少的情可以天长地久？所以你选择共度一生得未必是你最爱的，你最爱的未必能和你共度一生。多少的有情人走不进彼此的今生，只能苦苦地相约于来世；而多少的男男女女走过爱情走进婚姻却不会再珍惜彼此的付出。所以记得珍惜你爱的人，把每一个平淡的今天当成是彼此相依的最后一刻，好好握紧爱人的手，即使ta容颜已老，即使ta满面沧桑，那也是你记忆中永恒的温馨。别忘了守住对ta的承诺，别忘了牵住ta的手，一生一世一辈子……



关于人生：人生如梦，岁月无情。蓦然回首，才发现人活着是一种心情。穷也好，富也好，得也好，失也好。一切都是过眼云烟。想想，不管昨天、今天、明天，能豁然开朗就是美好的一天。不管亲情、友情、爱情，能永远珍惜就是好心情。记得有一个经典短信这样写着：曾经拥有的不要忘记；已经得到的更加珍惜；属于自己的不要放弃；已经失去的留作回忆；想要得到的一定要努力；累了把心靠岸；选择了就不要后悔；苦了才懂得满足；痛了才享受生活；伤了才明白坚强；总有起风的清晨；总有绚烂的黄昏；总有流星的夜晚。人生就像一张有去无回的单程车票，没有彩排，每一场都是现场直播。把握好每次演出便是对人生最好的珍惜。把握现在，畅享人生！



关于微笑：被人误解的时候能微微的一笑，这是一种素养；受委屈的时候能坦然的一笑，这是一种大度；吃亏的时候能开心的一笑，这是一种豁达；处窘境的时候能自嘲的一笑，这是一种智慧；无奈的时候能达观的一笑，这是一种境界；危难的时候能泰然一笑，这是一种大气；被轻蔑的时候能平静的一笑，这是一种自信；失恋的时候能轻轻的一笑，这是一种洒脱。不管是有什么事情，为了什么原因，我们每天都要开心一笑~~




关于生活：日出东海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不钻牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒坦；每天领取谋生钱，多也喜欢，少也喜欢；少荤多素日三餐，粗也香甜，细也香甜；新旧衣服不挑捡，好也御寒，赖也御寒；常与知己聊聊天，古也谈谈，今也谈谈；全家老少互慰勉，贫也相安，富也相安。




关于幸福：相传幸福是个美丽的玻璃球，跌碎散落在世间的每个角落。有的人捡到多些，有的人捡到少些，却没有人能拥有全部。爱你所爱选你所选，珍惜现在所拥有的一切。人活着就是一种心情，把握今天，设置明天，储存永远。只要用心感受，幸福就会永远存在。

人总是对自己拥有的东西不珍惜，直到不再拥有时才会加倍怀念，而在得知自己快失去自己所拥有的东西而又无能为力时，就寻死觅活地不肯放手，歇斯底里往往发生在这个时候，而对于生命的执著确实是到死才放手！


人生，没有那么简单……幸福伴随悲伤，快乐总和痛苦相伴，这就是人生。今天总要过去，明天充满未知，自己活得快乐没有遗憾就好

relax and had fun

went to school today as usual saturday,
lots of new people,i mean f1 new members la..
1st time attending the activity,i don't think i'm that strict to them lor..
anyway,after training,went to watch f6's handball competition.
and i was the refree for 8 minutes.lmao!
went back around 1pm,had my lunch outside.
headed home to take a bath then off i go
after physics tuition,followed han pheng back his house to watch the replay nba match between phoenix suns and los angeles lakers..
kobe lose all his touch,even loosed ball..laugh him.XD
then,sang in his house when pei heng come to play guitar.
i just sat there and listen,i have no idea what they are talking about.all guitar stuff,speh chim.
had dinner in his house too,nice meal.thanks auntie..
walked to npark to play basketball.
had lots of fun,and guess what?i played in a total relax condition and scored most points.
wished i had that opportunity in the future..
reached home around 11,took a bath,and here i am blogging.haha.
enjoy the game,wooooooootssssss.

为何？？？

最近一直都在下雨
就如我的心情
闷闷的，不高兴的
刚考完试且假期又到了
本来应该高高兴兴的
但我的考试成绩就出了
非常得不理想，习以为然
被骂，被训，被枪，被讲
都很正常。只是
得不到父母的鼓励
得不到父母的谅解
得不到父母的支持
得不到父母的信赖
这是我唯一所遗憾的
我改变自己却无法取得
想起这点我的心好悲
为何要逼我？难道成绩不理想就是差？
但至少我是靠自己的是劣软来的啊
我天生不爱读书，又有何奈？
我也不想成绩差，又能怎样？
知错能改，善莫大恶
我都没在作弊了，靠自己拼的
想读书时，却没有自己读书的自由
要怎么读才能进步就只有我自己知道
然而，我又有得选择吗？还不是得听你们的？
家里没有人可以教我，补习不明白就问，可也不明白就问朋友
然而，我想到朋友那里学习时，我有机会吗？
我的前途，都有你们掌握，我还能做什么？
跟你们顶嘴，被打的一定是我。
跟你们大声说话，被骂的也一定是我。
在我做任何事情，为何一点慰问，鼓励，都不能给我？
有相信过我吗？还是常常让你们失望而觉得不必再等着看我发挥的时刻？
幸亏从生活中，我结识了许多朋友。
是他们帮我捉回正道，是他们一直相信着我，是他们一至支持着我，
我才会坚持到现在。别常把我和别人比较因为我是你儿子
各有所长。难道这道理你们也不懂吗？
我的心真的真的好悲，我很想让你们看到这篇，不过，想了想，不必了。
因为，当你们看完这篇后，我得到的仅只有责备，责怪和责骂。
我真的好累，好想脱离这个壳，放下一切，好好地休息。

done badly

well,i have nothing to say about exams..
i've done so badly..who to blame?
me,me,me and me.
blame me for my arrogance.
blame me for my ignorance.
blame me for my laziness.
thats what i have to say.
i'm quitting facebook and msn.
but am not quitting mafia wars.
i've found a way to access mafia wars without facebook.
am reconsidering to go back to tribalwars or perhaps dota?lol
so anyone that wish to find me.
can find me via sms,blog,or emails.
sorry for your inconvenience.haha.
sayonara facebook.sayonara msn.

cacat-disabled

what will happen if i wasn't be able to walk?
will you leave me?
will all of you leave me?
who will stand by me?
who will stand with me until the end?
will my world changed?
will the bright colours still bright while the dark still the dark?
i'm in dilemma.