If and only IF i had a choice

if i had a choice i will choose my own path

if i had a choice i will do what is best to please everybody

if i had the strength i will go against the mighty ones

if i had the courage i will be overthrowing every obstacles

if i had a choice i would want to be best of the best so that everybody will be satisfy

if i had the power to turn around the world i will turn it 

if i had a chance to step back to the past i will

if i can stop the time and manage everything again i will

if i am that brave i hope to be disappear from this dimension

yes i am selfish and timid thats what you can conclude 

i am scare of everything which makes me a failure in every outcomes

seeing her down makes me sad i am too a human being with a soft heart

gAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhHHHHHHhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

just hope to get an terrible bang on the head and bid farewell to all the memories

LIFE WAS BETTER THAN IT IS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if i had a choice.....................................................

9月24日

曾经有一段恋情摆在我眼前，我没好好把握，如今却因专著学业而中断，心中有千百个不舍都没办法，只得逼着自己放下。今天这个日期，是我已在仙境的一位朋友---庄伟翔（不知是否有错，如有错误请多包涵，别来找我算账啊！！）的生日，在此祝他生日快乐，(那里应该有蛋糕吧！)。

此外，这一天也是我和她的周年，当然要不是分开了，我们就有一年了吧，她教会我许多东西，而这些只有我俩知道，不许告诉你们。哈哈哈哈。。。五言绝句就别忘记了，虽然我记不起我写什么，哈哈，因为送她了，没有收着样本。。

考试时，突然又想念了她，因而又为她提笔创作。。以下是我的作品，小弟创作能力差，请各位睁一只眼闭一支眼大概大概看过就可以了。。哈哈。。

没有你的日子里

我尝试寻找自己

虽然我们已成知己

我依然还是自己

一样如此爱你

希望你不再消极

要好好照顾自己

找寻真正的自己

实现理想中的目的

别怕迷失自己

我依旧在这里

耐心地等待你

不管千百个世纪

我依旧守着你

直到你离去

trials

trials coming soon..hope i won't die ka very cham..

and get disappointing marks..

75 and above will do for me..i guess..as i didn't get anything like that before in the previous exam.

all right then..good luck to all tiong leng kias..

jia you jia you..

gogogo!!!

suddenly felt down..haha

sorry sorry

sorry my dear..this is the last post that i will refer you as my dear..

i know that i aint a perfect boyfriend,i aint good enough for you..but i'm still happy that at least i tried..and i will keep our moments as a gift from you and the gods..

i'm sorry to hurt you like that,its my fault..you have nothing to do with it..i hope you understand my feelings and my thoughts,a promise is a promise..

i apologize to you for not keeping my promise to you..i'm sorry my dear..

i hope we can still maintain to be best friends instead of strangers..goodbye my love..T.T

knock again = 53rd merdeka day?

what the?oh yea!!

i knock the car again during merdeka..

it was 530 in the morning and when i was turning into a corner..

my tyre hit the corner and pom..

it deflated,puncture..drag it to school slowly then..

went for the merdeka parade marching competition..

wasn't lucky enough to get the champion...thanks to our new slogan 1 Malaysia..

we manage to get only runner up..

what i can say for that competition is:

我们收到大众的肯定，却得不到评审的眼睛

after that,reached school to get changed and return home..

i've learnt how to switch puncture tyres with spare tyres in the back of the car and inflate the tyre..all thanks to this minor accident..lol

went to sakae for dinner and met yee heng..

well,i log on to facebook and saw his post..

"i drove home safely from qb..phew.."

thats all..trials coming,gambateh..

step up 3 is definitely a nice movie..

you wanna know why?coz i just finished it..haha