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好想放松，却放不开
好向停止，却听不下
平淡的生活，何时而来？
枯燥的生活，何时而去？
我想我疯了
得不到却很想要
累一直都移不开
忙一直都存在
何时才能的我所求？
我不仅在挣扎
挣扎又是为了什么？
毫无目标的奋斗，值得吗？
所得到的成绩，使我所想要得吗？
我不想了，豁出去，勇往直前
不回头看，结果是否精彩，成果是否值得
我已毫无顾虑，走出从不属于我的路

random post

yesterday was totally boring in school..
wasted lots of time..
but enjoyed much in physics exam..
got to crap with han pheng,haha
make lots of noise in the class..
last night had a great time with my dear..
thanks for the dinner har..
love you..
tomorrow sejarah class test..allah
our "dearest" mr chong wai leong ain't attending our class..
thats what he told us..
so we will be having 2 periods to slack again..
after school will be going to FRU for the kawalan kehormatan training..
hope i can get elected to be SM..haha..
dreaming ba..

The 9th annual prefects footdrill competition

well,as i said,i missed chung ling's annual hiking and went to this competition..
basically its competition between prefects around the island..
but so far i've just seen all chinese school's prefect..
not to mention those horses..lol
well,reached school at 6 to warm up and refresh those who forgot the marching steps..
and well well,i used 11 minutes and 30 sec for the whole set of training..
oh my god,what a long time but still within 12 minutes..
and you know what?
during the competition,it just took 9 minutes and 47 seconds..
too fast and too furious..haha
okok,i know i'm crapping..so i will just cut the crap and skip to the awards..
do not be shocked when you know or heard or even saw the results..haha..
here goes..

basic footdrill champion for my team leading by ang pheay rong and first runner up by zhi cheng's team leading by leong zhi cheng himself.haha

this is the overall basic footdrill champion
we won twice including last year

this the trophy for formation footdrill champion
leading by me,myself and the cooperation of the whole team.

this is the overall footdrill champion.
its the first year and perhaps will be the last in getting this

well..erhem..these 2..erhem..best commander in basic footdrill which goes to ang pheay rong and best commander in formation footdrill which goes to me..muahahaha

boys are harsh and not gentle
i do agree that,see what did they do to the trophy
after the trophy had left my hands about one and a half hours.
omigosh.


as for the whole,results are as below if i'm not wrong.
basic footdrill overall champion-CLHS
basic footdrill champion-SHHS and CLHS
basic footdrill 1st runner up-HEHS and CLHS
basic footdrill 2nd runner up-UNION and SHHS
basic footdrill best commander-Ang Pheay Rong from CLHS
formation footdrill overall champion-CLHS
formation footdrill champion-CLHS
formation footdrill 1st runner up-PCGHS
formation footdrill 2nd runner up-SHHS
formation footdrill best commander-Benny Tock Yee Kai from CLHS

as a total results,
CLHS roared over BOP around penang island
and grab 7 out of 13 awards this year..clap clap

annual mountain hiking

today was chung ling's annual mountain hiking and i've missed it..
went for the 9th annual prefects footdrill competition.haha
congrats chua hao yong aka monkey in getting the position of 11 in the hike.
speh geng nia u.

Percy Jackson again

i just can't believed it,i finished percy jackson third and fourth book together today..wow!!
but apparently,i took more than that..haha..
1st book-percy jackson and the lightning thief i used 1 day,
2nd book-percy jackson and the sea monster i used 3 days,
3rd book-percy jackson and the titan's curse i used 3 days,
4th book-percy jackson the battle of the labyrinth i used 1 day
and today i finally finished percy jackson 3rd and 4th as i said at the beginning..aha
i may pause in pursuing percy jackson for awhile,
running out of time for exam,omg..
so the 5th book-percy jackson and the olympians.
i might read it during holidays i think..
see ya

feelings to be expressed

my dear oh my dear,
right or wrong which is not our decision,
complicate situations we shall go through together,
do not believe completely ones word,
that is what those dissapointed people said,
you can rely on me without fear,
for i will not harm you nor destroy you,
when you feel like falling just fall freely,
and i shall rise and grab hold on you,
any choices made or taken i will respect,
for what i want is you to see you smile,
betrayal is not what i was born for,
but loving you will never i deny,
nothing is impossible when we say yes,
for i standby you in everywhere,
not feeling well but denies i'm sick,
and here i am siting to blog,
glory or not nothing matters,
tomorrow's competition i will try my best,
expectations are been made,
limitations are for us to cross,
once we are over the border,
then,there we stood with the throne.
something's missing in the middle of my heart,
and yet,i couldn't figure what was it,
and still i'm here blogging,
for the last thing i wanna say,
my dear my darling,
we will be going through everything,
do not be afraid of anything,
you've got me and i'm always here,
good night my dear good night my darling,
have pleasant dreams in your night,
may peace come to you and calm you,
forgive and forget thats the point,
my dear my darling,
here i misses you so so much,
i love you.

突然而来的思想

昨天，有人告诉我，
该严的时候就要严，
该闹的时候就该闹，
然而，身为领袖的我，
却没有做到这点，
也把它给忽略了，
我觉得是时候学习和实践了。
对别人心软相等于对自己残忍，
当你默默无言，
别人讲得过且过，得寸进尺。
每个人心底都有一把尺，
其用途就是测量你对事宽容大方的程度。
我觉得自己的那把尺太长，
因而是到我一点也不在意，
不放在心里。
没有主见的我，
能在着社会立足吗？
能走出一个成功的人生吗？

Percy jackson

i've finish Percy Jackson and the sea monsters
haha
waiting to borrow the third book
Percy Jackson and the Titan's curse if i'm not wrong about the name.
its so busy these days,tired,exhausted,
all because of training,training,and training.
nothing else..
its kinda boring too..
well,whatever,all of these are going to end soon..
awaiting the day arrives..
strike out the best me
and give all in one..
as what we say one for all,all for one..
chung ling glory

8/4/2010的启示

人是由脾气的动物
人的忍耐程度都不一样
当我们忍无可忍，压抑不住时
我们都会爆发一切
把心中不满意以发泄出来
语气重了些，也充满火药味
当别人发泄在我们身上时
只有退一步，让一步，才能把事化无
别以为自己德高权重，就目中无人
不会被人反，被人拉下台
只要稍微越过极限,被拉下台，被人反，
也只不过是如此
面子是人家给的，羞耻是自己找的
今日一切当作经验
胜利之门只为愿意牺牲的佼佼者而开
你们是等待发芽的种子
经过一切灌溉，施肥，才会冒然长出来，并茁壮成长
只要大家肯付出，努力，用心，
可想而知，我们将是天上的星星，高高在上，发出灿烂的光芒
时机成熟时，就是我们发光发热之时

missing you,my dear

i miss you a lot my dearest...
where were you when i needed you most?
why didn't you show yourself when i date you?
why didn't you picked up my phone when i dialed?
i went through all the way just to be with you and what did i get in the end?
a cracked heart..
my darling wendy,please come back..
please listen to me for a moment at least if thats the way.
i will not be disturbing you anymore,
i will not show myself anymore,
i will disappear from your life ever,
just hoped that i have a chance to tell you what i wanted you to know before its too late.
miss you..
love you..