PAIN!!!!!!!!!!

i'm hurt.
pain is everywhere within me.
no matter how strong i am.
i am still a weakling to fight against it.
its power outrun me.
my will does not let me to fight it.
i'm not determined enough to fight pain.
the cure isn't a thing that can help right now.
i'm wounded badly.
suffered.
no matter what i do to avoid it.
it still comes back to haunt me.
i've lost my mind and my soul.
how much else could i still lost?
am i going to lose all i had?
will i be going to outrun pain?
i have no idea.
cure were no where to be found.
even time is useless.
i'm doomed

jian soong's house

went jian soong's house to play firecrackers,
well,delayed a lot because of our mr jian soong
wanna karaoke for a bit only syok to go.
i didn't play much on the firecrackers,
just went there and watch them play,
it was fun watching them playing too.haha,am i nuts or what?
after the crackers,went back to his house to have supper.
guess whaT?supper with plenty of watermelons,honey dews,papayas,and jambus
lol.healthy and low fat ah.
right after i finish,somebody(i don't wanna kena xD)started to vain again and as usual.
we karaokeed until midnight around 130am then off we go.haha..
i slept around 230 that particular night.
yahoooo...
it was fun man,thanks for the invitation..haha
next year cheh sa going your house again..lol

年初二

今天好热闹哦！
我叫了些朋友到我家来，
大多数都是初次到访吧，
怎样？我家还不赖吧？
早上还满迟醒的，大约九点多吧。
忙了整天，终于进毅到了。
我们一起安装我没动很久的电脑
超好笑的事，我们把monitor的plug差错位置。
让我还以为monitor坏了，真是的。
不久朋友们都陆陆续续到来。连舞狮团也迟到？？
我家挤满人群，热闹极了。
五十团表演完毕，我就去点鞭炮，谁知，
鞭炮以燃烧，我还没来得及炮就开始爆了。
真的好险，差一点九粉身碎骨了。
我们就吃火锅和谈天。
一切都到六点左右吧，大家都回了，只剩一些亲戚在拼着。
我也参了一份，当时运气不错啦，还应了rm3。
就这样，我的年初二就如此开心地过去了。
这一天，我很高兴。

失眠的夜

有种感觉叫伤痛
我染上了这感觉
心中觉得一切将离我而去
我的生命就如此暗淡
我已经无力再承受一切悲伤
自古以来
大家都说时间可以冲淡一切
这是真的吗？
为何我还是放不下？
那一晚
我又因此而失眠了
原以为把自己弄得疲倦些
好让一躺在床就可以去拜访周小姐
却弄巧反拙
空虚不断地进入我的内心
一切都离开该有的轨道
有一门学问叫做放手
时间对了就该放手吗？
还是继续执著着？
这几晚痛苦都追缠着我
真的很想很想很想很想放声痛哭一场
但此时此刻
只能以四字形容
欲哭无泪

my 17th birthday

9/2/2010
this day was my birthday..
and wanna know what my class did to me?
just right after chemistry teacher went out..
i'm invited to stand in the 八卦阵 according to our jin ko..
being a sporting guy,
i was stripped by our dear jason lee and jin ko..
after that i'm standing in the middle naked..
ah lee wrote a tiger for me on my stomach

tiger roars!!!!lol
thats all..
maybe most of you will think it is childish or insane,
but its the tradition of tiong leng kia..
no doubt i am pure tiong leng kia..lol