Tired

I'm tired..40 days to go until finals..too much things to do yet lack of time..time management??fail in that..currently doing physical optics..staring at it for hours but it does not even say hi,dang am I so unattractive?!stil I gotta move on.. Dragging my tired body along the journey,waiting for the day where I can sleep peacefully to arrive..stress??im a happy go lucky guy,how is that gonna happen on me?automatically wake up for nothing in the midnight every night is a symptom of having stress..I doubt I'm stressing myself..I play hard everyday,play like mad,while others are busy absorbing text.. Direction??? where am I suppose to go??no place else. how am I suppose to get to where I desire?unknown. I'm lost in an ocean allowing the waves that hit hard on me pulling me to and fro.ir Watching those who can see their pathway clearly,I'm admiring them for having the courage perhaps are determined to clear the cloudy and vague image surrounding them.