hhhmmm??

anybody knows the feel of not being trusted?or somehow doesn't feel getting trust and believe from friends or family members?sometimes i could not feel it,or i doesn't have that for a long time until i realize it now?!lol

believe in yourself when you doing something,no matter in what way,you will succeed.thats what my dad told us during last weekends.lol.i did not voice my opinion just in case it would worsen the situation as im a hot head and could not control my emotion when i release it out,thus dont you dare to mess with me when im in a so not ok mood or else you will get screwed badly.haha.

i was thinking,even if we do believe in ourself and have faith in doing everything.what if there is no one to support you from the point of your view?!especially when there is no one to help you when you are fall down terribly?what can we do about that?standing up your own would be necessary and how can we stand without support or believe?zzz..im nuts..lol.main point:not feeling being trusted by parents in making own decision or having own way of life.

parents are the one who brought us to this world,we cannot deny them nor disobeying them.that will make us impolite and being labeled as betrayal/treacherous son.lol.for this,i have to do things in my parents way but not my own way,do i have any other choices?better than what i have now?no,i dont think so.sometimes,parents are unpredictable so do we??thats undeniable!!but so far,how many of us are being set and controlled to walk and move like what as being told by them?i dare say 75% of us are having this way of life.why should we need a brain?ZOMG!

cant believe that i'm talking shitloads of crap.haha.well,just let it be.dont mind me.ignore and forgive me for my misbehave to everyone of you.LOL