PAIN!!!!!!!!!!

i'm hurt.
pain is everywhere within me.
no matter how strong i am.
i am still a weakling to fight against it.
its power outrun me.
my will does not let me to fight it.
i'm not determined enough to fight pain.
the cure isn't a thing that can help right now.
i'm wounded badly.
suffered.
no matter what i do to avoid it.
it still comes back to haunt me.
i've lost my mind and my soul.
how much else could i still lost?
am i going to lose all i had?
will i be going to outrun pain?
i have no idea.
cure were no where to be found.
even time is useless.
i'm doomed