behind the reasons of emo

like aeonsky said,i emo the whole day..
not because of the reasons that he said..
hahax.x..
well,the reason behind all this is.........
my state camp crash tiok with the prefects footdrill competition..
and we can't attend that competition..
although we still have one year to join..
but i felt terrible sorry for yve chien,our basic team's commander...
he is f5 this year,and was very exciting to join the competition,and prepared everything..
but..
all the excitement was pour over by water from us..
all the preparations and hard work done by him had lost..
because of us,he hadn't a chance to show what he is capable off..
instead he ask us to go to state camp,and don't feel sorry about not going the competition..
i felt so guilty..T.T
he was a great leader,and if we still have a chance..
i hope we can go to that competition in future..