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我，怎么了

现在是凌晨三点钟，我却还没睡，失眠吗？有点吧。。。好久没上来部落格写写东东了。。睡前突然想要与大家分享我的心情。。还有将近三个星期吧，我就需要面对STPM预考了。。说来有点害怕，感觉上我什么都没准备到，反而浪费了许多时间，看见朋友们一个个都变了样，好玩的都静静的拿着书本开始拼了，而我不算好玩的却显得比他们好玩的多了，压力倍增，却无法与人分担。。深夜未眠，我却在楼下做数学，这现象在我读书生涯里简直是百年难得一见的奇迹啊！！我疯了？？ 一个人静静的在楼下做数学，越做越精神，于是看了时间决定停了，不然明天就免去补习了，一个人，一个人，夜深人静的凌晨，开着冷气和风扇，突然觉得非常寂寞，突然觉得身边没有一个真正可以让我依靠的朋友，朋友我倒是多得很，但与我resonance的又有几个呢？？以前的朋友，现在都各自分飞，联络少了之间就自然隔了一道墙，攀墙或把墙击倒是需要一段时间的。往往时间都是我们最宝贵的东西，有谁愿意牺牲时间来换取知己呢？？ 一个人的感觉非常寂寞，需要人陪的渴望也不断增加，可惜在这样的一段时间，到哪儿去找朋友陪你呢？？没办法，就只好适应一个人的凌晨咯，朋友们一个个都飞到国外念书了，有点羡慕他们也很想和他们一样，毕竟自己较有兴趣的科系在我国都没得修。。那些还远吧！目前，最总要的就是把试考好，一切都顺其自然咯。很想找个人来谈，但是多数都在玩周公online，还玩得非常入迷，一玩就玩几小时了哈哈。。 很想找你来陪我聊天，可你应该熟睡，不想把你挖醒免的眼睛又肿了，我都算仁慈了吧 呵呵。。几乎全部朋友都展开地狱试地读书，而我却相反的还很轻松的天天在那里嘻哈玩乐，考试简直没眼看。。我还有药救吗？？

live life to the fullest

当我们都羡慕别人并想要和别人有这一样的生活， 为何不从另一当年试着想想呢?别人所拥有的不一定是我们需要的,而我们拥有的也并非他人所需的。每个人在这世上都有着与众不同的生活，为何还要求与他人有着一样的生活来满足自己呢?也许这一切只为了吸引他人的正注意和感到尊重吧!我何尝不是一样!?

每个人的命运都不一样，有些事我们不能强求，应该让事情顺其自然地发生，然而真正懂得这简单的道理又有多少人呢?只要大家能知足常乐，做好自己，发现自己的长处，修补自己的短处，这样不就一样可以让人发现自己的优点吗?脚踏实际的做好自己，才是一个人最重要的使命。

~~live life to the fullest~~

Wo Bu Hui Rang Ni Shi Wang (I Can't Let You Be Disappointed)

i listened to 謝和弦 this few days and i found that this song can be used to be a self motivating song..hmm..i dont know whether anybody agrees with this but one thing for sure i dont wanna let anyone that have hopes upon me to be disappointed.

either to your love,your parents,friends and teachers??in whatever way,we have to look forward and move forward..let bypass be bypass,get a new life and work all the way to a better life ha.

upper 6 life is stressful,but no matter how stress it is,im sure there are more stressful life ahead of me or perhaps someone else are having more stress?who knows?the world is round lol random...

finally,to christopher kok foo loon(no idea whether the name is wrong or not) although i am not familiar with you i know who you are...well,what can i say more?RIP man!!
life is short,cherish every moments with everyone while you still have them with you

2012

Happy 2012!!well,is it really we are one step reaching DOOM??well,even it is just make sure we cherish everything in our life and live everyday like the last day..hmm..i wonder will i be able to do that??ha

new year comes with a new wish and new aims so do i..just hoped i wont slack anymore and concentrate on my studies,scoring 4 flats in stpm haha..building up my body??increase my stamina to another level..haha..well,im lazy to exercise and it is bad as i am growing fat again haha..hope to slim down hmmm..

looks like slimming down is the problem??so many people that i knew went gym occassionally while im slacking at home..haha..well,i aint that rich so let it be la..haha..just hope all well ends well

happy 2012..looking forward to happy chinese new year haha

enjoy life!!

well,shouldn't we enjoy our life without listening to others being sarcarstic to you??in someways i found that people are easily affected by words..hmm..is it just me noticing this or you too??

actions from us may cause pains and relieve to the ones around you,it depends on how the situation was i think.for me,i think that i am absolutely not gonna change my way of life because of other people's words??there's no point to live on if we keep changing ourself to suite them.i mean if we were to enjoy ourselves to the max,why not we continue our doings in a simpler and more relaxing way??why do we have to care about views from others??

well,of course what i am refering meant no harm to anybody i suppose,not asking you to do some rubbish acts that will get yourself killed or injured someone...simple as i say,im still the old me,and will remain being the old me,ideas of changing oneself should be in a good manner or perhaps helping one to be more positive?ha
for me,myself all i do is to make sure i enjoy in everything,every process,every event and all,i dont care what results will i end up with as long as i enjoyed the whole thing.shouldn't life be that simple??

if you got something to say,you can hit it hard on my face.i dont mind,i can accept any harsh thing,and let me do the conclusion myself in whether im correct or wrong??perhaps explanation made by one will satisfy others in another way round?hmmm....who knows??its just another random post from me hiak hiak hiak..sorry for wasting your precious time :)